Sunday, January 27, 2008

I'm smiling...really

I am eager for Tuesday. Follistem burns. I took a small road trip Saturday and all I could do in the silence of the drive was ask God to please, please, please let this work, over and over. There's a bit of childish superstition at play there...if I think it hard enough, it will happen. I'm pretty sure that I'm swelling up too. Clothes are getting painfully tight. All that said, I'm trying to fight what feels like depression, but is probably surges of hormones at work. It's the best reason I have for spontaneously breaking out in tears lately.

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