Too Sick

I have literally been too sick to write the past 4 days. My pain and nausea escalated on Thursday night to levels I could not tolerate anymore. My doctor admitted me to Trinity early Friday morning. I was dehydrated and in need of relief so I could rest for the first time in 3 days. What caused all the pain? Doc thinks that fluid produced from the retrieval process got up under my diaphram and somehow adversly affected all my scar tissue from previous surgeries. The cause is still not very clear, but I just know that I have not been in this much pain and this sick in a very long time. Even though my pain was not all the way under control, I was released Saturday night. Sunday morning, we went ahead with the implantation as scheduled. My babies were 5 days old. They took two of the prettiest looking cells and implanted them. They won't actually implant for 5 more days, day 10...if they do at all. At this point I've been so sick, I cannot blame them if they move on because of harsh living conditions. I hope they don't, of course. I just can't believe I've been this sick through the whole process. I haven't eaten anything of substance since last Wednesday. I'm so miserable. Here's the pic I'm hanging on to right now..the two embryos that were implanted.